When making this video, i tough of it as a Edward's prespective. He is deeply in love with Bella "i caught myself" but he doesn't know if it right to be with her "i had to stop myself" cause although he loves her, he knows that being with her puts her in danger. But everyday he fells more and more attracted to her "you're pushing and pulling me down to you". This is a true love story. Please enjoy i did my best working this video.