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Sitting waiting waiting and you never know when you're gonna go angry hating crazy and you never know when your gonna blow wish for the day all you may pray for peace till you fall asleep talk to the wall onto which you fall lying on the ground people all around you're staring up they're all staring down wish you were alone but attracting a crowd I know you stranger man from the place who aroused my anger other people have values other people have souls other people have cars an homes and septums in their nose

be myself on Halloween Halloween will be serene not afraid to hear you scream not afraid to hear you scream don't cry it's alright I'm alright oh I'm alright wear my costume on the inside wear my costume on the inside don't be afraid it's a holiday be myself on Halloween Halloween will be so keen by myself and in a dream by myself cuz you're mean be myself cuz I don't care I don't care that you don't care not afraid if you are scared don't run away it's a holiday Holiday be myself what I'm about be myself or do without not afraid to gross you out pickin' all the buggers out not afraid to piss you off if you cry out oh my gosh not afraid if all is lost I'm not afraid of evil thoughts don't be afraid it's a holiday

as time escapes me I am sure I don't know I can't be angry anymore I don't know if life ends tomorrow I will laugh at my sorrow all time in anguish awaiting that I dont' know

I got a pretty face I got a princess pillowcase don't know where it's at got a bump in my back got a club foot can't walk very good got a broken chair ain't goin' nowhere an all the people stare when I ride on by got a ribbon in my hair an a twinkle in my eye an I don't care about them out there wish they'd get a clue my love's for you an when I see you smile my heart leaps one mile when I see you're eyes I get glad inside I see you kind and my love's not blind

it's an army coming for me of novice psychologists the diagnosis it imposes is inducin my psychosis will science fix my monkey mind will I really be normal this time they're weaponry it leaves me sleepy and my soul is their mortal enemy and the pills that make me wimpy weak and empty I have to twitch when I have an itch cuz I'm to tired I'm not alive first with the floride they made me focus though it was hopeless will science fix my monkey mind will I really be normal this time? at least I know if I have to cry that my tears have been pre dried and at work I don't have to hide even if I'm dead inside will science fix my monkey mind will I really be normal this time ?

I don't know what I'm supposed to do I don't know if I'm supposed to be with you make my promises short and sweet let's go to sleep I don't know if I'm supposed to cry I don't know why my eyes are dry God I'm feelin' so weak let's go to sleep Can't say goodbye my friend just yet the darkness has no end the loneliness has no end the silence has no end I don't know if i'm supposed to lie fold my hands and say I tried I don't know if I'm supposed to scream let's go to sleep I don't know if I'm supposed to ride through the distance day and night I don't know if I'm supposed to leave let's go to sleep

I fantasized about my death in that moment there was nothing left what I wanted was a brand new start in order to live Id need a brand new heart and there you sell me on the future but don't expect me to forget about the past cuz that's bullshit I do what I can baby, exactly what I can Here lately, I'm happy. I'm laugin' at me. Glancing at the sun, Am I having fun, I'll remember some, when it's all done

God is forgiving again today, He is Nice, again today